Thunder Thighs

I've never had skinny legs and at my fattest I burned through pants as my thighs over lapped and friction destroyed the fabric. As I lost weight I still never got to a thigh gap (but I really never got thin enough) but I stopped destroying pants. Until today.

Thankfully the pants aren't destroyed but they are certainly worn thin as my legs have gained a whopping 2" each over the last 4 months. I'm back to thunder thighs. Just feeling the weight around me, the girth, the wobbles, is grossing me out. I'm hoping that this will be the same catalyst as the fat roll on my back the last time.

There is no garbage food left in my house as I cleaned it all out tonight. While I took care of that I watched two documentaries on Netfix, one about the benefits of veganism (which while is intriguing, is not something I can do) and another also discussing the health benefits of a largely plant based diet with minimal animal products. I already barely eat red meat, though I do eat chicken and fish fairly regularly, and I also consume egg whites for breakfast, milk in my tea and yogurt at work. While veganism isn't for me, there was a lot of information about refined sugars and what processed foods will do to your health and how eating a largely plant based diet will do all sorts of wonderful things to my poor abused body.

I'm hoping I can get up early enough to workout so I don't have to worry about it when I get home from work as I'm always wiped. Also need to spend the evening tomorrow getting into a routine of studying otherwise this one class will not go well.

Also hoping to be able to track calories to see where I am sitting and start making some realistic choices. The inevitable numbers game will begin but I have yet to decide if I will be taking measurements beyond weight.

I don't want thunder thighs anymore.